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Warmness on the Soul Pt. 2

xxdeathbatlovexx — 2010-03-11T05:07:00Z

Title:Warmness on the Soul Pt. 2
Pairing:Alayna 'Layney,Layne' Sanders/Ektor 'Alex' Varkatzas(Atreyu)
Rating:R
Summary:We're just a couple animals.
Author's note:Sex with Ektor is great. :)

We walked the three blocks back to her apartment,holding hands.She insisted to go to her place,she said she has more things to make this fun with.She held my hand,so I didn't fall,I was pretty much trashed.A cop pulled up,oh fuck.
"Ma'am?Sir?Is everything okay?"
Alayna smiled.She didn't drink,so this hopefully was going to blow over.
"Yes officer.We were just out and were walking home.Friends drove us and we wanted to go home."
"How old are you two?"
"Twenty-two and twenty-one,sir."
"Do you have identification?"
"Yes sir.Alex,baby,can I have your wallet?"
I reached in my back pocket and pulled my fake ID out.She pulled her's and handed them to the cop.He looked at them,and looked back at us.He parked,got out,and looked at me.
"You're Ektor?Am I right?"
I only nodded.
"And you're Alayna Sanders?"
"Yes sir."
"Alayna Christine Sanders,you are not twenty-two."
"How the hell do you know my name?"
It was dark and she obviously couldn't see.Her contacts fucked her vision up at night.I knew the voice though,it was her uncle,Marcus.
"Because I'm your uncle.It's Uncle Marc,Christie."
"Oh fuck…"
"I won't rat you out to Gary and Kim.But don't let it happen again."
"Yes Uncle Marc.Can we have a ride back to Matt and I's apartment?"
"Of course."
We got in the front seat,she sat in my lap.Her uncle was very protective of his niece.Once we got to her place,he told her to get out,and looked at me.
"I know what you and Christie are going to be doing,be safe boy.Because if she gets pregnant,or any sort of disease,I will hunt you down and kill you.Get me?"
"Y-yes sir."
"Good,now,get out of my car."
I got out,and walked to the porch.He grabbed Alayna's hand and talked to her for like ten minutes.He's such a fucking cock blocker.He finally kissed her forehead,and told her bye.She walked over,smiling.
"You come with me."
"Yes ma'am."
I was wearing a dress shirt and tie for some odd fucking reason.She grabbed the tie and wrapped it around her hand,leading me inside.As soon as that door closed,I was up against a wall,being kissed forcefully.I was getting into it when she stopped,and pulled me to her room,pushing me on her bed.
"Wait here."
She walked in her bathroom,closing the door behind her.She walked out in a zebra print corset,skimpy underwear,thigh highs that hooked to the corset,and black and white heels.I bit my lip as she walked over,laying on top of me,my hands were on her ass the whole time we were making out.She kicked her heels off.I unhooked her corset,one hook at a time with my teeth.Then I moved to her thigh highs,I took those off with my teeth too,and her panties.I stripped down,She was completely ready.I slid into her pretty much effortlessly.She inhaled deeply.Brandon told me she likes it rough so I thrusted hard,she screamed,throwing her head back,digging her nails in my back.I did it again,and again,until I had her screaming my name.Then I did it harder,she climaxed quickly after that.I pulled out,falling on the bed next to her,we were both breathing very heavy.We covered ourselves,and cuddled.
"I love you Alex."
She said it in barely a whisper,she was slowly drifting to sleep.
"I love you too."
I kissed her head.Her breathing slowed,and evened out.She was going to be dead to the world soon.Her broken radio turned on,scaring me.Secret Valentine by We The Kings came on.I laid back,listening to the song,and somewhat falling asleep.

When guilt fills your head,brush off,rise up.This is moment that we will come alive.Brace yourself for love,sweet love,secret love.

Stop and Say You Love Me Ch. 2

xxdeathbatlovexx — 2010-03-02T05:39:00Z

I went home,hoping not to see the man that's the father of my children.My hoping,didn't work.I really hate life sometimes.But thank god he didn't look over.All the kids got inside and up to their rooms for their nap.I put the groceries away,and sat,ripping tags off and getting toys out of boxes,until I heard the door bell ring.I got up,answering it.There stood the man that used me for so many years.He was still a little chubby,tattooed to all hell,his hair was back to it's natural color,and a smile on his lips that have been all over my body.He reached his hand up and ran it through my hair.
"When did you get down here sweets?"
"A couple days ago."
"We gonna have any fun this stay?"
He walked in,and propped me up,wrapping my legs around his waist,kissing my neck.He slammed me against a wall.I unwrapped my legs,and pushed him away.
"No,we aren't.You have a girlfriend,and I'm done being your little fuck buddy.I'm looking for a real damn relationship if you want me,because I need someone to help me take care of our fucking kids!"
He looked at me blankly,and went pale.
"We have kids?"
"Yeah,four of them."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"Because you were in no way capable of taking care of small children.And till aren't.You're trying to cheat on your girlfriend with an ex.Do you know how low that is Ektor?That is the lowest of the lows.That's rude,piggish,and complete bullshit!"
He stood in front of me,knowing I called him out.He pt his head down,shook it,ad left.I was shaking,on the verge of crying.The kids walked downstairs,well,the big kids.
"Who wants to go to Nanny Misty's?"
They all raised their hands.We went over,Amy was there.Amy and I sat outside.
"What's the matter?"
"I yelled at him."
"Yelled at who?"
"Alex."
"What was he trying to do?"
"Fuck me,duh.Like he always did."
She shook her head,and rubbed my back,letting me cry.She knew I cared for him,way the hell more than I fucking should.Everyone knew it.Somewhere in there,Amy was watching my kids for the night,so I could be alone.When I pulled up,Alex was sitting on my front porch.
"What could you possibly want?"
"To apologize."
"Okay,apologize then."
"Gabbie,look,I'm sorry.I want you.For a real relationship.I broke it off with Hollie for you.Because well,I love you.I love you so fucking much.But you probably don't love me because I fucked up with you over and over again."
By now he was in tears,holding his head in his hands.I walked over.
"I accept your apology.And I love you too."
"You're just saying that."
"No,I'm not.I've loved you since the day we met.And Alex,everyone fucks p sometimes,nobody's perfect."
He wrapped his arms around me,pulling me towards him,kissing my head.This was one side of Alex I've never seen,and I like it.We sat there for a while,just hugging.
"You wanna go get the kids?"
I asked looking up at him.He nodded nervously.We got up and drove to Amy's.She kept saying tat I was only going to get my heart broken.I shrugged my shoulders,getting the kids.
"Kids,this is your father.Alex,this is Audrey,Aiden,and Brayden,and this is Kaileigh."
The bigger kids were looking at him like he was stupid,and Kaileigh was playing with my hair,giggling.
"Why were you never there for us daddy?"
Audrey asked,she's usually the sweet quiet one.
"Well,um..uh…"

It's kinda short,but whatever.

Stop and Say You Love Me Ch. 1

xxdeathbatlovexx — 2010-02-28T10:38:00Z

-5 years earlier-
I looked up at my brother as I walked into our mother's kitchen.
"What's wrong Gabbs?"
"I think my water just broke."
He rushed me to the hospital.I had my first child at seventeen,great,right?His name,Brayden Alexander Francis.
-2 years later-
The same thing happened happened as it did two years ago,only this time I had twins,a boy,and a girl.Their names,Audrey Alexis and Aiden Nicholas Francis.
-3 years later-
I sat in my hospital bed,holding my just born daughter,now,you'd really think I'd stop going back to him if he's only using me as a cum sponge,right?Wrong.This was my fourth child with that man.And my last.
-3 months later,present-
All the kids were running in the yard,but Kaileigh,she was in her jumper in the door way,I was just getting done painting Audrey's room when they al ran in,covered in mud and soaking wet.
"What did you kids do?"
Brayden raised his hand to speak.
"Well,Aiden and I were messing with Ardee and pushed her in a mud puddle,then she pulled us in,and we started wrestling and then it started raining."
I smiled,shaking my head.
"Let's get you kids in the bath,how about that?"
They all nodded.I walked upstairs,to one bathroom,turned the water on and filled the tub up,putting toys in,and doing that in the two other tubs.I walked downstairs and picked Kaileigh up,she didn't really look like Alex.More like my side of the family.Right as soon as I picked her up,my doorbell rang.
"Coming!"
I opened the door,a woman with brownish eyes and short brown hair.
"Hi,you must be the new neighbor,I'm Hollie."
"Gabbie."
"Nice to meet you,and who's this little cutie?"
"This is my daughter Kaileigh."
"Aw,hi there Kay."
I heard three "MOMMY!"s from upstairs.
"Please excuse my rudeness,but I have three children in bathtubs to deal with."
"Oh,it's fine,I just live across the street."
"Well,come over later,my kids go to bed around seven."
"Will do."
I closed the door,and attended to my children,I got all their rooms situated before their bed time.They went to bed,and I sat outside,waiting for Hollie with my door open so I could hear my kids.My border collie sat outside with me.I saw Hollie coming and Oreo tensed up.
"Calm down."
He wouldn't,so,I put him out back.I walked back to the front porch,and sat with Hollie.
"Single mother,huh?"
"Mhm,of four."
"That has to suck."
"At times,yeah,but my kids are great."
"How old are they?"
"Five,three,and three months."
"I thought you had four kids."
"Aiden and Audrey are twins."
"Oh."
"They're all great kids though,all so sweet."
"Maybe I could meet them tomorrow?"
"They love new people."
"Well,I gotta go,my boyfriend's wanting me at his place."
"Okay,well,I'll see you tomorrow I guess."
We exchanged numbers and she left.I walked inside,closing the door.Kaileigh started crying from upstairs.I went upstairs and calmed her,going to bed.This moving here's going well,I hope it stays this way.I got up the next morning,and the kids and I went to Wal-Mart to get groceries,toys,and clothes.
"Gabbriella Virginia Louise Francis."
The beyond familiar voice of Misty rang out.She ran over and hugged me.
"Those kids aren't allowed to grow up."
"That's what I said.Brayden's five already."
She huffed,shaking her head.That made Brayden giggle.
"Nanny Misty!"
He hugged her,grinning.He's always been her baby,ever since he was born.He's always called her Nanny Misty even though she's not his real grandma.I find it extremely adorable.Not soon after,Amy walked up,with a baby in hand,and Lezleigh trailing after her.We hugged,smiling.She let me meet Vixen,and I let her meet Kaileigh.
"God Gabbie,I hope you're done with him."
"I am."
"Good,he's done moved on anyway,he's dating this chick Hollie."
"What's she look like?"
She described her,and my face fell.
"Something wrong?"
"She's my neighbor."
"Damn,has he ever seen his kids?"
"No,but can he deny them?"
Both her and Misty laughed,shaking their heads.I looked over at Brayden,he was calling Lezleigh pretty,and handed her a flower.He was a charmer,and it was way too cute.

Because ALTSLY isn't doing it for me anymore,Stop and Say You Love Me(Intro,well,kids)

xxdeathbatlovexx — 2010-02-24T05:03:00Z

Lezleigh
Full Name:Lezleigh Isobel Sanders
Age:5
Parents:Amy Sanders and Matthew Sanders
Sibling:Vixen Sanders

Vixen
Full Name:Vixen LaNae Sanders
Age:8 months
Parents:Amy Sanders and Matthew Sanders
Sibling:Lezleigh Sanders

Taylor
Full Name:Taylor Aleena Baker
Age:3
Parents:Sage Harris and Zachary Baker

Mauricio
Full name:Mauricio Christopher Schieppati
Age:5
Parents:Vienna Hathaway and Brandan Schieppati

Claire
Full Name:Claire Madelaine Haner
Age:2
Parents:Carolina Haner and Brian Haner Jr.
Sibling:Oliver Haner

Oliver
Full Name:Oliver Liam Haner
Age:3
Parents:Carolina Haner and Brian Haner Jr.
Sibling:Claire Haner

Brayden
Full name:Brayden Alexander Francis
Age:5
Parents:Gabbriella Francis and Alexander Varkatzas
Siblings:Audrey Francis,Aiden Francis,and Kaileigh Francis

Audrey
Full Name:Audrey Alexis Francis
Age:3
Parents:Gabbriella Francis and Alexander Varkatzas
Siblings:Brayden Francis,Aiden Francis,and Kaileigh Francis

Aiden
Full Name:Aiden Nicholas Francis
Age:3
Parents:Gabbriella Francis and Alexander Varkatzas
Siblings:Brayden Francis,Audrey Francis,and Kaileigh Francis

Kaileigh
Full Name:Kaileigh Anne Francis
Age:3 months
Parents:Gabbriella Francis and Alexander Varkatzas
Siblings:Brayden Francis,Audrey Francis,and Aiden Francis

Kathryn
Full Name:Kathryn Angeline Shaddix
Age:1
Parents:Vanessa Shaddix and Jacoby Shaddix

Camryn
Full Name:Camryn Willow Miguel
Age:1
Parents:Sierra Embres and Travis Miguel

You don't like the names,tell me and I will change them :)

A Letter To Someone Like You Ch 5

xxdeathbatlovexx — 2010-02-03T19:03:00Z

-October-
Autumn,Alex,Matt and I were the only one's home.Our grounding was over and everyone was out.Autumn and I were sitting in the livingroom,when we heard The Pussycat Dolls coming from the kitchen.We got up and walked in there.They were grinding against shit,baking,in pink aprons to Buttons.Autumn and I stood there,just watching.They were beyond getting into it.They both ripped their shirts off,Autumn and I's eyes got wide.The song ended and they looked up,blushing.
"Nice,uh,show guys."
I said laughing a bit.Alex blushed even more,Matt got cocky.
"You know you like what you see."
"Shut up Matthew."
He stopped smiling,and went back to baking.Alex walked over.
"Can we talk?"
"About what?"
"Something."
"O…kay..?"
We walked outside after he grabbed his jacket.It was dark,and cold.Jyrki lived in the middle of bum fuck Egypt,so there were no street lights.We kept walking,until we were on the pier at the lake in the back yard.He sat at the edge of it,I sat back a little bit,October and the edge of something in the dark are definitely not best friends.
"October,what would you say if I told you that you're pretty much my world at this point in time?"
"…I don't know.Would you?"
"October RaeLyn Sanders,you are my whole world,I love you with all possible loving in my knowledge."
I looked at him,smiling.
"I love you too."
"REALLY!?"
The squeal made me jump and I fell off the pier into the icy water.He jumped in after me,grabbing me.
"This water's fucking cold."
The moon was shining down on us.I was shaking.
"Maybe we should get out of here before we get hypothermia."
He grabbed me and swan to shore.He got out and carried me in.Matt ran over,grabbing me.
"My poor baby sister!"
He squeezed me and like babied me for fifteen minutes.
"Okay Matt!God.I'm gonna go take a hot shower."
When I came downstairs,Everleigh was waiting for me.
"Uh,did I miss something?"
"I'm pregnant."
"Holy fuck!Really!?"
"Yes really."
I jumped down and hugged her.
"Congrats!You two are gonna be bad ass parents."
"Thank you."
-4 years later-
"Mommy!"
"Yes Mae-Mae?"
"Damien's coming over."
She blushed a little when she said that.She's pretty much in love with that boy.Zaiden teased her about it constantly.Maeley always punched him.She's learned her hostility from Everleigh,Sheep and I.We can get pretty hostile.I haven't seen her father since the day Matt and I left.We were leaving for Alabama today.
"Got all your stuff to leave Mae?"
"Uh huh!"
"Aunt Everleigh and Uncle Tony are here.Come on."
We grabbed our bags and walked outside,Tony ran up and grabbed our bags.I was going to be sitting in between two children for over two days.Iwas somewhat anxious because this would be the first time I saw Alex in four years.I got in and put my ipod on.The song that Alex wrote me came on.A Letter To Someone Like You.It was adorable.Way back whence had gotten in a few fights and he'd said some pretty fucked up things.The man still had my heart.I laid back,humming the tune.We got there quicker than I expected or hoped.I got out at Autumn's old trailer.Alex walked out the door,and god damn I wanted to pounce his ass.He was sexy as hell.

Maeley Alexis Sanders

Damien Alexander Lovato

..Amy,dear,I need a picture for Zai...

Warmness On The Soul Pt. 1

xxdeathbatlovexx — 2010-01-29T19:49:31Z

Title:Warmness On The Soul Pt. 1
Pairing:Alayna 'Layney,Layne' Sanders/Ektor 'Alex' Varkatzas(Atreyu)
Rating:PG13
Summary:I give my heart,'cause nothing can compare to you.
Author's note:….I have no clue what to say….

I saw her get out of his car.He would be her twin brother,and my mortal enemy.Alayna was so pretty,her brother was the captain of the basketball team,she was the one that always stayed on the sidelines.She liked staying out of the high school lime light.We were friends,and only friends.I wanted to be more than friends,but no,she was dating Brandon,my best friend.She walked over.
"What up buttercup?"
"Not much.How about you Layney?"
"Just waiting on Brandon.He said he's going to be late today."
Matt walked past,glared at me,hugged Alayna and walked inside.I have no clue what I did to make him hate me,he just does.Amy,Sage,and Vienna walked over.
"Come on Layne,we're gonna be late."
She smiled at me.
"Bye Alex."
"Bye."
She walked of,moving burgundy hair from her face,smiling.She was my perfect dream girl,but,she didn't like me like that,as far as I knew.
-Around 8:00 that night-
I live next door to Layney and Matt.I was sitting in my room,writing songs for my band,when I heard screaming next door.I leaned closer to the window.
"I can't fucking believe you Brandon!"
"What!I'm not the only one who's cheated here!"
"I've never ever fucking cheated!"
"What about that one time with Ivan!?"
"We weren't even together when I slept with Ivan!"
"Yes we were!"
"Uh,no,we weren't.We were close to getting together,but we weren't fucking together Brandon!"
"What the fuck ever!"
"No,fuck you!This is the third damn time Brandon!"
"You've cheated twice on me!"
"Oh really?And who would these two people be?"
"Ivan and Jorel."
"Both of those were before the two of us got together!"
"Well,fuck it."
"We're over Brandon,I'm done.We're over."
Then there was total silence,I heard her door slam.They were actually over.I couldn't believe it.I could actually have a chance now.If she liked me like that.Bran bust in my room.
"Well,I'm single,let's go out."
"You just broke up."
"And…?"
"Whatever."
"Cool,let's go clubbing,I'll meet you here in an hour."
He ran out.I sat there,I've never been clubbing before.So,what was I going to wear.I leaned out my window.
"Layne!"
She leaned out her window,in her bra.
"Huh?"
"What do you wear to go clubbing?"
"Well,girls usually short things and guys wear regular clothes.If you're going clubbing,just wear what you're wearing,you look cute.Us girls are going out clubbing,getting over stuff and having fun,you know?"
"Yeah."
I wonder what she's going to wear.She said short.She's gonna look amazing I bet.About an hour later,Vienna's car pulled into Layne's driveway and Bran pulled in mine.Layney did infact look amazing.She was in a short,tight,purple dress and these heels that made the dress seem shorter.I got in Bran's car,we left,picking the guys up.
-Two hours later-
I felt so fucking wasted.Alayna walked over,and started kissing me,I kissed back.I ran my hand up her thigh,she pulled back for only a second,then went back to kissing me.I was pretty much in heaven right now.Bran saw and glared.I could care less,this was my turn,and I wasn't fucking this up.We were getting into it,like really into it.She pulled back.
"Let's go back to your place."
I only nodded.

A Letter To Someone Like You Ch 4

xxdeathbatlovexx — 2010-01-20T15:09:00Z

-October-
Later on that night after Alex and I's walk,I was sitting in the livingroom with all off the girls.The guys had all gone out.Jyrki was up in his room,I have no clue why he like hermits,but I guess it's none of my business.We all just started going around the room telling why we were there.I started.
"My father was a drug lord and I've never met my mother."
Then Autumn.
"Alex and I's mother died of cancer,and our father didn't both of us.So,he just kinda,shipped us off and went to live with his stripper girlfriend."
Then Sage.
"My dad raped me,and Josh was my neighbor,and well,on day Josh saw and saved me before my dad got off.And he had an abusive mother,so we were both sent here."
Sierra was next.
"My mom died because of lung cancer,so they sent me to live with my dad all the way in fucking Australia.Except,nobody told me he was an abusive druggie.Well,the neighbors found out and I was sent here."
Everleigh kept her mouth shut.She wasn't really one to open up I guess.Vee didn't say anything either.We started watching House of 1000 Corpses.I was quoting it the whole time,I eventually got up.I sat outside.It was around the end of April.Matt's eighteen birthday was coming up soon.It was so cold out here,yet so beautiful.The rain that had fallen made everything somewhat glisten.The car the boys went out in pulled up.Alex got out and smiled at me.In his hand was a bouquet of Tiger Lilies and White Roses.I stood up.Matt and Alex smiled,Alex ran over.
"These are for the pretty lady in the Pantera hoodie."
I looked at him shocked.
"How'd you know they were my favorite flowers?"
"A little birdie told me."
I smiled,and hugged him.
"Thank you so much Alex!"
"Anytime sweetheart."
Matt made a gagging noise.I smacked his arm.The guys were bringing in stuff.I looked totally confused.
"What the hell's going on?"
"We're going to a costume party."
"Since when?"
"Today,I got your costume for you.You're going to be a burlesque dancer."
"I'm going to be a stripper?"
"I said burlesque dancer."
"It's the same thing Matthew."
"Oh."
"Mhm."
We all went inside.Us girls go dressed,so did the guys.I looked so slutty.Vee was a princess Snow White to be exact,Sage was Robin,Everleigh was a cheerleader,Sierra was a nurse,and Autumn,she was a lion.Meaning,Matty was going to be the trainer.I'm so going to get a good laugh out of this.We walked downstairs.Seeing the guys,Matt was in fact Autumn's trainer,I started laughing.He looked like such a nerd.Brandan was a prince.he looked adorably short.Tony was a football player.Jared,was a doctor.Josh was Batman.And Alex was a gangster.He looked good in a suit.I have a feeling I was being set up.Each guy ran to a girl that matched them,I was in fact,set up.
"I guess you're my date tonight."
"I guess so."
He grabbed my hand and led me to one of Jyrki's cars.So,we were a 20's couple.I love the 20's era.He pulled up to a bar,getting out and walking to the other side of the car,opening the door and taking my hand.I got out.Caro was sanding outside with Zack,they were a belly dancer and pirate.Zack looked like a dork.I just shook my head and followed Alex inside.A while later,all of us girls met up in the bathroom.
"Tobi,babe,your brother's sexy.And having a whip,just makes things better."
I looked at Autumn so fucked up.
"Uh,okay?"
"And,Alex likes you.He really does."
I smiled.
"I kinda like Alex too."
All the girls awed.We walked back out into the smoke filled bar.Everyone heard a familiar voice and turned around.Jyrki was standing on stage,singing.He was an amazing singer.He spotted us teenagers and stopped.
"October,Matthew,Autumn,Ektor,Vienna,Brandan,Sage,Joshua,Carolina,Zachary,Everligh,Anthony,Sierra,and Jared.Home.Now."
We all looked at each other and ran out the door.When we got home,we sat on the couch and waited for Jyrki t get home.When he did he was cussing in Finnish,pacing the livingroom.
"Kids,go get cleaned up while I think of a punishment."
We raced upstairs and ran in bathrooms,cleaning up quickly,and going back downstairs.We sat on the couch again,
"I can't punish you that harshly,because you are teenagers.So,I'll give you three days grounding.Sound good?"
We all nodded.He excused us,we went up to Alex and I's room and watched Jennifer's Body.It was a pretty good movie.I was cuddled up next to Alex,my eyelids got heavier and heavier and I fell asleep.A few hours later,I woke up to a shrill scream.The menu was going off.I sat up,everyone was passed out,scattered across the floor.I stepped over everyone and turned the tv off,stepping back over everyone once more,accidentally stepping on Bran because I heard a,
"I'm going to fucking kill whoever fucking stepped on me."
I laughed a little and climbed back in bed next to Alex.

My costume

Alex's costume

Vee's costume

Bran's costume

Sage's costume

Josh's costume

Everleigh's costume

Tony's costume

Sierra's costume

Jared's costume

Autumn's costume

Matt's costume.

Caro's costume

Zack's costume

Forever(One shot)

xxdeathbatlovexx — 2009-12-26T13:11:00Z

Title:Forever.
Pairing:Gwendolyn 'Gwen' Saller/Ektor 'Alex' Varkatzas(Atreyu)
Rating:PG
Summary:Because days com and go,but my feelings for you last forever.
Author's Note:It took me forever too >_>

I looked over at Alex,he was reading the twins a bed time story.I was holding Jayden,trying to put him to sleep.The twins were 3 years older than Jay.
"Cassie,Corey,it's time for bed babies."
"But mommy!"
"Santa won't come if you aren't sleeping."
Cassandra looked at Coriander and ran into her room.I smiled and looked a Corey.
"One more story,please mommy?"
"Fine,one more story."
Alex read him the last story,When I walked back in from putting Jayden in his crib,Corey was passed out on Alex.Alex smiled up at me.
"I knew he wasn't going to last long."
He got up,picked Corey up and put him in bed.I went into the kitchen to get some juice,my sister came up behind me and poked my sides.
"Merry Christmas sissy!"
"Merry Christmas sis."
Matt was trailing behind her carrying presents.ALL of the kids' presents.He put them down as softly as he could,and glared at Vanessa.
"You said you were going to help me."
"I opened the door didn't I?"
I laughed.Alex walked in.
"Jay woke up babe."
I walked down the hall to my infant's room.
"Jayden.Mommy's here."
He stopped crying when I picked him up.His green eyes somewhat sparkled in the incoming moonlight.
"Who's momma's baby boy?"
He smiled.I walked back out into the livingroom,Matt and Alex already had the presents under the tree.Vanessa was rocking Everleigh in her car seat.Amy called from Finland earlier,she's there visiting Jyrki's family.
"Look Jay-Jay,santa came."
He smiled again.Sierra was the next one to bust in,Jared behind her,Cameron asleep on his shoulder.After that came the Schieppati's and the Balz's,my brother had yet to show up.Jayden fell asleep on Brandan at some point in the night.I gave up on Brandon around three.I walked back to my room,where Vee and V were sleeping.I crawled between them and soon fell asleep.Surprisingly,we weren't woken up by screaming children the next morning,we were woken up by my 180 pound English Mastiff,Moose.Vanessa threw my pillow at him,which he tore up.
"MOOSE!"
Cassie and Corey ran in.
"Mommy!It's present time!"
The three of us rolled out of bed,and walked into the livingroom.Cameron was running around screaming,he was totally his mother's child.Vee was rubbing her big ass stomach.Her and Bran were having a little baby Schieppati.They wanted to keep the gender a surprise,the suspense was killing Bran.Alex and Matt were sitting by the tree ready to start passing out presents.I saw Jayden crawl behind and grabbed a hold of a present and ripped the paper,he smiled and laughed that cute little seven month old laugh,somewhat rocking back and forth.Alex turned around quickly.
"Jayden Alexander!"
It scared him,and he started crying.I walked over and picked him up.
"It's okay,it's okay.Mommy has you."
I walked in the kitchen and grabbed a bottle for him.His eyes slowly closed.I put him in his crib,and kissed his forehead.I walked out when the kids were opening their presents.Wrapping paper was EVERYWHERE.Everyone seemed to get a present but me.I didn't really care.About an hour later,Brandon's car pulled up.Alex ran outside,talked to him,got something,and ran back inside.
"Gwendolyn."
"Yes Ektor?"
He bent down in my ear.His warm breath fell upon my skin,making me somewhat get goosebumps.
"Merry Christmas."
He sat the small box in my hand.I opened it,and there sat a diamond ring.A giant,diamond and peridot engagement ring.I looked up at him,he smiled.
"Will you?"
"Of course."
I put the ring on,he bent down and kissed me.I wrapped my arms around his neck.The was the merriest Christmas of my whole life.

I'm So Sick (One shot)

xxdeathbatlovexx — 2009-12-21T22:27:27Z

Title:I'm So Sick
Pairing:Gwendolyn 'Gwen' & Ektor 'Alex' Varkatzas(Atreyu)
Rating:PG-13
Summary:If you want more of this,we can push out,sell out,die out.
Author's note:You better love me Amy.

My eyes shot open as I heard the front door fly open.I went to see who it was,my husband was staggering into our house.
"Why the fuck are you still up?"
There was a slight slur in his voice.
"I was waiting on you."
"Who says I want you to wait for me?"
He was getting a bit angry.
"No one.I'm just sick and fucking tired you going out every night,leaving me here to take care of Courtney on my own."
I was pissed,this always scared our little four year old daughter.She hates it when we fight.I was tired of fighting.
"Oh,here you go running your mouth and bitching about me going out with my friends.I don't leave you home all the fucking time."
"Uh,yeah you do.You have that bottle of Jack shoved so far up your ass that you're practically choking on it."
He glared at me.
"Now you've gone too far."
"No,Alex,I haven't gone too far.It's you that's gone too far.I'm fuckin' done,we're through."
Something snapped inside of him and he came at me,latching his hand to my throat and slammed me into the wall.
"You can't leave me Gwen.I love you too fucking much."
I was trying to breathe.He's never actually managed to go this far.I grabbed the nearest object,being a Jack bottle,and smashed it over his head.He fell to the floor.I collapsed,coughing,trying to get my breathing straight.He got up,and stood over me,as I choked on my own breath.
"Why'd you do that Gwen?Don't you love me?"
I finally started breathing correctly again.He snatched me up.
"I asked you a question."
His breath smelled heavily of liquor.
"GET AWAY FROM ME!"
I tried pushing him away,he only tightened his grip.
"Do you or do you not love me Gwendolyn?"
"I love my Alex.The one I marred and fell in love with.Not the drunken bastard standing in-front of me."
I succeeded in pushing him away.I ran into my daughter's room and locked the door.She was under her bed,curled up,crying.I climbed under with her and hugged her.
"It's okay Court,mommy's here."
Her small frame heaved in my arms.We fell asleep there,hiding and crying.I rolled out from under the bed and walked out.I heard Alex crying.He must've heard me walking.
"Gwen?"
"Yes?"
He walked into the hallway,and fell to his knees,burying his face into my stomach.
"I'm so sorry Gwen.I didn't mean to.I'm going to stop,I really am this time."
"If you say so Alex.I still think some time a part will help."
"Please,I'm begging you Gwen,don't leave me."
I looked down at him.He looked so hurt.
"One more chance."
This would be his fifteenth 'One more chance.' He ruins it everytime with his drinking.I don't think it really mattered at that point.We've had our ups and downs,but we love each other.He wouldn't have done that if he didn't want me to stay here.
"I love you Gwen."
"I love you too Alex."

Here you are down on your knees again,trying to find air to breathe to breathe again.Only surrender will help you now.I love you,please see and believe again.

A Letter To Someone Like You Ch 3

xxdeathbatlovexx — 2009-12-20T09:59:00Z

-Alex-
I walked downstairs rubbing my eyes.October wasn't in bed when I got up this morning.I walked into the kitchen and she was sitting at the table,eating toast,talking to two girls.One of the girls had black hair,tan skin and big dark brown eyes.She was a pretty short girl.Now,the other one,she was tall and looked like she could hurt somebody.She stood about 5'10",the same as October,She had a little bit above shoulder length hair,it was black,and layered,she had brown eyes too.
"Hey October."
"Oh,hey Alex.Uh,Carolina,Sierra,this is my roomie Alex."
I'm at roomie status,I'd kill for boyfriend status.
-Later on-
October and I were sitting up in our room.
"Why did you get sent here October?"
"My father's a drug lord,who got sent to prison,they couldn't find my mother,because she left when Matt and I were young and we have no other known family.Why are you here?"
"My dad was never there for me,and our mother died from cancer.My grandparents died before she died.So,we were sent here."
I started to tear up.
"Oh Alex,don't cry!"
She hugged me.
"It's all going to be okay.I promise."
I smiled in her shoulder.She was such a good person,I don't know what Matt was talking about.Matt had said about an hour ago,that she was the most horrible person.We sat there hugging for what seemed like forever.We heard Jyrki call us down for dinner.She let go smiled and grabbed my hand.
"Come on,I'm hungry."
We got up and walked downstairs,Autumn and Matt were on the couch.Matt glared when he saw us holding hands,Autumn smiled and smacked his leg when she saw him glaring.Jyrki walked in the livingroom.
"Come on kids,dinner's ready and everyone's at the table."
October led me to the diningroom,but Matt broke our hands apart and sat in between us.October glared at Matt,not a normal glare,the whole 'You better not go to sleep tonight.' glare.Everleigh looked at him.
"What are you doing Matt?"
"Protecting my baby sister."
"Protecting your baby sister?Yeah,right.You honestly she would listen to you about staying away from him?Good luck big boy."
"Of course she will,she always listens to me."
"Yeah,I'm sure she does.Not."
"She does.You don't fucking know her."
"Listen steroid boy,I may not know her inside and out,but from what I've seen,she's not a girl that likes listening to what people tell her to do."
"Fuck you.She listens to me."
October shot a look at him.
"Uh,since when do you Matthew?You listen to me."
Everleigh got a smug look on her face and leaned in.
"Listen asshole,I'm not the one to fuck with.I'll kick your ass.And oh,look at this.I've got proof she doesn't listen to you."
Matt was glaring at Everleigh,I would say shit's about to go down.October broke in again.
"He listens to me."
Matt looked at her.
"Prove it."
"You listened to me when I said that one bitch had a disease,you said she didn't.I stopped you from fucking her,and she gave your friend herpes.So,yes,you listen."
Everleigh still had that smug look on her face.
"Ha,now what bitch?Two against one."
Matt looked back at October.We all sat quietly,just watching.
"Shut up October."
"Fuck you Matt."
She shot back very quickly.Everleigh looked amused.
"Well,this is getting a little fun."
October and Matt were still looking at each other.
"Oh hell no,you did not just say that to me."
"Uh,yeah I did.What the hell are you gonna do about it?"
Everleigh smirked.
"This is getting better.If you kick his ass,can I help?"
"Yes,you can.Seriously Matt,what are you gonna do about it."
Her and Everleigh were totally ganging up on him.
"Aw,what's the matter?Cat got your tongue?"
Matt got up from his chair and stalked out of the room.October scooted over a chair and I put my arm around her shoulder.Everleigh smiled.
"Aw.You two are so adorable.Even if he looks like a nerd,and threw up in the middle of a movie."
She smirked again.I'm going to get picked on for the rest of my life,I just know it.October smiled me,I smiled back.After dinner,October and I went for a walk,it started raining really hard and she didn't have a jacket.I took mine off and gave it to her.Her makeup was running down her face and her hair was soaked.And the thing about it,she still looked beautiful.I reached my hand down,lifted her chin,leaned down and kissed her.It was the perfect moment and she had sparkles in her eyes when I pulled back.She was obviously taken aback but loved it.